November 5, 2007

  • Pacifism

    I’m a pacifist.  I do not believe violence of any kind is ever the answer to anything.

    I don’t kill flies – I shoo them out the door.
    I don’t kill spiders – I pick them up with kleenex and toss them outside.
    I don’t believe in spanking – under any circumstances.
    I don’t believe in fist fights to solve problems.
    I don’t believe in numbchucks or billy clubs.
    I don’t believe in war.
    I don’t believe in the death penalty.

    Someone once asked me if I would change my mind if someone raped, tortured then murdered my grandmother.  I can’t honestly say how I would feel.  It’s never happened (and never will, as she passed away 15 years ago – my other grandmother passed away 33 years ago.)  I feel about that question the way theologists feel about the question “If God can do anything, can he make a rock so heavy he can’t lift it?”

    Here is where it really gets weird.

    I play World of Warcraft.  The last few days I’ve been playing a character I have on a “Player vs. Player” server (usually I play on a Player vs. Environment server – me against the computer, basically.)  My character is an Alliance character.  The enemy of the Alliance is the Horde.  When I see a Horde, I’m supposed to kill on sight (if they are near my level.  If they are way below me, that is just bad ‘sportsmanship’ in the game.)  But I can’t.  I’m such a pacifist that I can’t kill the character of what I know to be a real person behind a computer.  Computer monsters and enemies are no problem.  (Though they often feel no qualms about killing – or ganking – my character.)

    Can one be psychopathically pacifist?

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